I'm not going into the "Light" if I see it after death, under no circumstances, no matter what anyone tells me or how I feel. I won't be convinced to return to earth, no matter what they tell me, it's non-negotiable, that's if I get a choice on whether I reincarnate or not. If I do, then this will be my last incarnation in this rock, ever. I'm not coming back here for anyone or any reason.

That's what you said last time.