Frankly, I would probably think exactly the same thing. The logic is consistent enough and the pattern of deception is right on brand.

Except the way it worked for me was that, over a few years I had collected lots of disparate pieces of evidence seemingly related but forming no coherent picture. Finally, I stumbled across a key piece and everything fell into place, like pieces in a kaleidoscope forming an unmistakable image.

I was finally looking through the telescope from the right end. Over the years since then, I've collected perhaps a couple of thousand pieces of evidence consistent with and expanding on that original framework, and failed to find any counter-evidence. Also, I see many things scholars and historians have missed or misinterpreted. They seem plain to me, not because I'm brilliant but simply because--again--they're looking through the wrong end of the telescope.

And I have considered the thought, "What if 'They' are so far ahead that 'They' have planted this evidence (even starting hundreds and thousands of years ago) so that someone like myself would fall into the trap?" If that were the case, They are so far ahead it does not matter what we do. But I'll take the variation of Pascal's Wager and assume it isn't.

Is there physical proof of any of this? Depends on what you mean, and the question actually has less meaning than one might assume. People wave away physical proof all the time (think chemtrails).

As an example, I wonder, "If they're not doing what I think they're doing up on Mt. Graham with their L.U.C.I.F.E.R. instrument (a physical object), then can I reasonably chalk it up to coincidence?"

Final note: When I've happened to come into contact with what satanists and occultists have to say, I've paid very close attention. They're wrong about virtually all their "esoteric" knowledge in those areas where I made my discoveries. I think they're all just given different sets of lies and nonsense, and add their own lies and nonsense to pass on to the unwashed. In a way, they're worse off than the completely ignorant.