Oh I'm actually really grateful. It sounds insane, I know. But I would have spent my life manipulating data for governments and satanic NGOs. Some of the shit I saw and heard from my peers in that field was part of what woke me up. I've been awake to reality for a long time before the whole covid thing but early on in the pandemic I sat in on meetings where everyone discussed how we can strategically visualize and present data (essentially manipulate the masses) to increase compliance with government mandates. Literally none of those soulless fuckwits saw anything wrong with what they were saying. It sucked at the time losing everything but looking back now I never would have fit into that world. It was all my choice. I could have masked up and taken all my shots and pledged allegiance to satan or whatever and been golden. But I just couldn't do that, so here I am. I'm actually doing great and I'm really happy. Life is just funny sometimes.