I'm ready to die and actually happy about it now that I know Christ.

We all are going to soon die down here, that's always been the case, even from birth the time on this planet are very, very short. Nothing else matters but your relationship with God, that's what this entire experience is about, will you depend on yourself and worship yourself as an idol, making yourself the center of the universe and your life about serving yourself, or do you turn to Christ, die to self, and serve others as you leave this place in joy knowing you will have eternal life in a new resurrected body without all the evil in this horrid place.

Those who reject Christ end up stuck with the khazars/edomites, whatever they are, and the demons they worship, in hell, forever.