Ok, your take is different than I first understood it. However it's hard for me to agree that the dye has been cast and nothing can be done now. That is one possible scenario. There is still some room for doubt, so I try to provide red pills where I can. Sometimes I don't think I did enough, but perhaps it wasn't my job to do more. I've also burned a few bridges over it so perhaps I wasn't too luke warm (at least not all the time).

But I don't know if it is all about strength vs weakness, I'm committed to truth over lies, that's about it. I may get killed in the coming collapse or survive, I just don't want to die serving evil, that's it. But yeah I agree, more energy needs to be spend on preparing, I've started to put more energy into more important things lately.