Used to be quite active on the reddit sub. I've been projecting for 25 years, the last 6 years with great frequency. I'm a spontaneous projector although over time I've learned to control it and initiate it.
Anyway just curious if there are any others here. My DMs don't seem to be working but if anyone has any questions I'm happy to try to answer. If I don't know an answer I'll be honest and say I don't know lol.
See it all around me. Every random coincidence becomes linked. My dreams also start happening, although they simply aren't as occurring as any other random encounters. Dreams happen months, years, sometimes weeks ahead. But I cannot change the future only observe it. Powerless to stop a future unfolding, only knowing when something occurs that is often directly related to me, and it is only a ripple.
It is far easier to turn it off, shutting it out, because it is haunting. It feels like a frustrating trap. Like being caught in a maze. There's the cheese, but through another two way mirror. It is far easier to ignore interactions then to precipitate a future, I cannot change, despite observing it.
It becomes bad. It was simpler when I didn’t have it. It's not the way to think. Except why does it happen?
I didn't train in it. Never thought too, can't talk about it with muggles either, they hate me or it more.
I wouldn't call it astral projection, esp, but I am not psychic. I cannot stop that future despite sometimes observing it through a two way mirror.
You might be interested in the movie 'Wake Up.' It's a documentary about a cinematographer who starts having non stop, semi-psychic visions.
It's not quite like that. It's the connectivity of a random interaction and it being objective to an occurrence I have a link with or I am connected too. It's not coincidence, because it keeps happening again and again and again. Through the random connections of somebody or something completely unrelated. Of course they can open another set of probability and are unique in another set of circumstances occurring, but it's the damn ripples they've caused that directly have an outcome or an experience I am connected with that's happening or will. Sometimes it's the ripples I have caused. I have done something and then a stranger does it. I am seeing it again as that judgment. Until I don't like seeing it, shut it off, why is it always connected. Why is something or somebody else unrelated directly showing me through a two way mirror somebody else or something I am connected too or even a future I am going to experience. A future I cannot alter because I am only aware of the noise, but it's bound to unfold. It keeps happening.
Example my dog no idea it was going to die, sudden old, cancer, turned in about 3 days, but around a week before its death, a very old acquaintance, seen a few times down the bar through pals, a stranger, stops, happy to see my dog and tells me about his dogs death, his new dog a Jack Russell, but it died of cancer, family there, the pain, put down, cremation. My dog was fine old but otherwise just you know going. I was babysitting the week my dog went, it was so sudden, stopped eating, couldn't move, rushed it to vets, found cancer internally, I had to put down, it couldn't keep anything down. Cremation. My family were there, by off chance, babysitting, sister, nephew, mum. My nephew shortly after gets a Jack Russell. I was there when it was given, and have dogsat it lots.
It is worse when it is everything. Simply passing somebody by. It being what a colleague, friend, acquaintance, family member, has done or will. Or their thoughts, or even an interaction I will experience. Walk past somebody lost, looking for something, funnily it was their keys, asking me have you seen them. I get home, my sister is ringing the doorbell waiting for me, had been for about 30 minutes while I stepped out. It was unannounced just thought she'd drop by. Much worse when it's so many similar occurrences and they're always directly linked.
Above happens to everybody. I don't want to talk about it.