there does seem to be some "universal" rules out there, parameters that cant be broken. in a universe created out of random chaos (which spawned from nothing) how can we have establish rules that cannot be broken? rules, laws, or anything of that nature are byproducts of design.
but see if thats the case there has to be some form of intelligence to create the design. this is where i have problems with it all through.
if everything was created by some almighty being why would they allow such evil to happen? (I know various religions have an answer for this IE we have the freedom to choose weither we sin or not, god works in mysterious ways, thru adversity we will prosper ect.)
but i cant help but feel its like we were created but what happens to us ultimately doesn't matter. Like the creator is oblivious to us.
the closest thing i could compare this to be would be a farmer, he created the fields, tends the farms as whole and keeps the entire thing functioning.. but creatures who take up residents in farm (mircobes, incects, rodents) are just undesired byproducts of a larger system they cant comprehend
could that be us?
If existence was a utopia, everything would be meaningless. Your question reminds me of a quote from JRR Tolkiens works which are a sort of allegory for Christianity. Eru Iluvatar (God) is speaking to Melkor (Satan), because Melkor just introduced his own corrupting themes to the song of creation, which will be manifested.
"Then Ilúvatar spoke, and he said: 'Mighty are the Ainur (Angels), and mightiest among them is Melkor(Satan); but that he may know, and all the Ainur, that I am Ilúvatar(God), those things that ye have sung, I will show them forth, that ye may see what ye have done. And thou, Melkor, shalt see that no theme may be played that hath not its uttermost source in me, nor can any alter the music in my despite. For he that attempteth this shall prove but mine instrument in the devising of things more wonderful, which he himself hath not imagined."
This quote always made sense to me why God would allow his creation to have good and evil.