Yeah, same. I'm not fully sold on Christianity yet... Way too many inconsistencies and way too many omissions (Yeshua/Christ's image, Book of Enoch, Book of Giants, etc). But I'm 100% invested in the existence of Christ consciousness and the existence of a creator (creation being the proof in the pudding). The unrelenting campaign against Godliness is also a telltale sign.

What clinched it for me was that I didn't go searching for my spirituality. Spirituality found me. I was researching one day when out of the blue I felt as if my consciousness began merging with something far, far, far greater than myself. A floaty, pleasant sensation. Profound and liberating.

In that same moment I became acutely aware of a presence (you know that feeling when you sense someone is standing behind you?) which I immediately recognised as something malevolent. After what felt like a brief but desperate tug-o-war I told it that it wasn't welcome it and I haven't felt it (nor fear, nor the depression and anxiety that plagued me for eleven years) since.

Call me a fruitloop, but I'm sold.