And I didn't just mean "Vaccines".
I fear a future where we will have a literal neverending scamdemic (since if your designated enemy does not exist you can do and say literally anything about it) where there are Delta, Lambda, Zeta....mutant covid viruses to keep is isolated and make sure we never go back to normal.
The price is mass depopulation by isolation.
If they can kill swathes of mice through isolation, who they don't try the same to us? They want to depopulate the masses of people until 4 million remain anyway, and then the workforce will be replaced with test tube humans.
I cannot escape this thought (and that our undoing will go unopposed completely), and it keeps coming back with me. Every day I kept thinking about it and cannot chill at it. In home, out of home. For me, nothing will change, nothing will be exposed, and the future is just nothing short of our demise.
Is anyone else feeling this inevitable form of dread?
I empathize with this totally, but also you can't let this get to you. A friend told me Sydney, Australia was locking down again and all i could think about was this neverending cycle of lockdowns for viruses and then the climate and then for water usage and other restrictions.
It's really fucking heavy sometimes so I try my best to exercise regularly and find a healthy balance between cynicism and optimism. Like another poster said, if someone can control your emotions, they control you. Steel your spine, get outside, and live your life.