All my family took the vaccine except for myself.
I've read all the horror stories.
It's been said that everyone vaccinated will die within 2 years or less.
Meaning my family will just die off in 2 years for taking this shitty cocktail. They wouldn't die off later if they never took it. They could've so easily declined it. I wouldn't be able to cope with their deaths.
Because of that, it makes me contemplate suicide. I figure after they die, I might as well sign up for euthanasia to die with them. By euthanasia, I'm just referring to the lethal injections that kill quickly, what they've used in the past for people that wish to die to exit their misery.
But if I can't get euthanized then I think I'll have to use a gun or noose to end my existence. I will be in too much agony and misery from my family's deaths to where only killing myself can help me get rid of the pain.
The saddest part is that I'm only 21 and already potentially so close to losing all family and having my life ruined.
None of them have yet to have any serious side effects but I know that mesns nothing because it's only been months. Months is short term. Years is long term.
I feel like a spiritually short lived, failed life already.
Hello Quackchinchin---Same for me except it's just me and my youngest (19) who've opted to not get the jab... Everyone else jumped on the bandwagon with little to no hesitancy. My father got the jab early as a veteran and my mom who had lots of comorbidities never got the chance. In fact, she passed away about a month after dad's second shot. I don't know if it was related. Never even once have I considered a connection but now that I'm seeing some of the data, maybe it was shedding from my dad that took her life... I'll never know... So I'm already grieving her passing and my wife actually opted to get the jab during the week of my mom's funeral. At that time we were too young for the jabs (under 65) so I thought I had more time to talk her through it but our doctor called her to say it was available in February. She called me too but I was literally at the funeral home working on arrangements.... That whole scene really sucked as I didn't have the energy to fight the jab battle. To make matters worse... I'm already on the fringe with my family and "conspiracy" labeled because I don't follow the MSM lies. I truly didn't have the energy to fight the battle so I just told my wife that I needed more time to do research before getting an experimental shot. Her and the nurse actually chuckled at me I learned later... Since then she's been hinting and saying out loud that she wished I'd get the shot for a month or two but now not so much. In her defense, we didn't know as much in February as we do now. Now even she is starting to say things like I wish our daughters wouldn't have gotten the jab... The fact is time will change our views in the next two years... And that may or may not go in your favor but I'd let it play out. Just as we've learned over the last three months new info will come to light as the clamps of censorship and suppression lose hold of truth, we'll keep uncovering the real story. As for me and adding insult to injury, my wife's entire extended family (we have a big reunion this month) all have opted for the jab...and it's just me and my youngest holding the line. I'm doing tons of research... reading and watching, bitchute, Rokfin and other non-censored sites.... I'm trying to sift through all the stories, vids... It's all so fascinating and there's tons of speculation on the spike Proteins, shedding, blood clots and the like... It's truly very ominous so I feel your pain.
But here's my take which you can take or leave... I wouldn't make the call to betting your life on the pending outcome until we all know more... We're learning more and more all the time... There's still time to figure out something health-wise for our families... As of today, I'm close to thinking that 1/3 of the world will be probably be genocided by these jabs...if these evil agencies get their way... But as long as our loved ones are alive, I personally am going to learn everything I can and fight like crazy to save their health and hopefully their lives... Currently, I'm researching the "pine tea" to see if there's a there there.
I hope you don't think that I'm not concerned or anxious about my family's safety...I'm super worried... But I have faith in God and have a relationship with Jesus Christ, and as far as I know all my immediate family are believers and many of the extended are but many are definitely not believers. I firmly believe we're in an end-time judgment scenario. It's hard not see the evil, evil stuff that's going on around the world from the cabal, the missing children, the destructions of peoples's jobs and for many even their mental health is beyond wrecked and not think that someone truly needs as my dear mom would say, "get their comeuppance". We're really close to seeing an uncovering the evil in this world and hopefully there is justice on the horizon for the crimes against humanity and most importantly, all that is holy. My advice to you is get a Bible and read it, start with the Book of John or one of my favorites is the book of Mark... I love the practical stories, crazy details and action descriptions in that gospel. As you read it, try to figure out for yourself if you deserve judgement for your own sins. Are you a good person? If you think you're good enough to get to heaven, you might be trying to line up with the wrong standard... We all want to think we're amazing and truly good... It's in our nature.. these evil people think they're not sinless and they are doing the wickedest stuff you can imagine... If you can, stop comparing yourself with others and compare your life, your thought life, your actions to the holiness to God's. At the end of the day, the entirety of humanity is bereft of righteousness. I personally know that if you truly saw what was in my head and my thoughts, you'd spit in my face because I'm a horrible person and I have no doubt that I deserve just as much judgement as God can dish out from the things I done to others, said in haste and let's not even go to my thought life... But the older I get the more I'm convinced we're all pretty crazy wicked and deserving of judgement just like these evil, evil dudes. But the good news is the only way to make up for my horrible nature, my sucky decisions, and the crap I've done is to rely completely on the fact that Jesus Christ died in my place for my sins. When I figured that out and put my faith in Him, I truly in the first time of my life felt relief and peace. Check it out for yourself and please do your own research as almost everyone says on this site.
Hopefully this is something that you will at least check into before giving up the fight and cashing in your chips with your family... If there's one thing I learned from sitting by my mom's side as she passed is that death is a spiritual experience and the afterlife is real and we are definitely spiritual beings that truly never end.