It has literally nothing to do with the vax, this is something that actually is in the process of happening to me.

I fear a future where the pandemic normal lasts for a decade and later, people being infused with artificial parts, behavioral sinks start appearing -- stuff like that. And apparently I drove myself insane and overwhelmed with this belief.

Nobody ever believed a thing I said happened. They will probably be proven wrong, but if I am the one proven wrong, it will be a miracle.