Why don't you get your gun and put it in your mouth and squeeze the trigger on the count of 3, the number of holy creation.
Except in numerology you don't add up single digits to get a sum, you add each individual digit in the sum to get the new sum (1+8=9). And 9 is the number of cyclical completion, endings, and new beginnings. And you can divide 9 into 3, and 3 is the number of holy creation.
3 like my 2 balls and 1 dick in your mom's mouth