Sometimes I wish that I had never begun questioning things, sometimes I wish I could go back to being wide-eyed and optimistic about the world, unaware of the realities that have been hidden in the past, present, and future. In my experience, ignorance could well have been bliss, as an awakened life is certainly not a happier life.

The one truth I have not been able to uncover is that of purpose and of meaning. Every goal that I once had, my dream job, aspirations, plans for the future, children etc. have all been whittled away upon realizing that everything we have ever been told is a lie, and is continuously built upon by more lies. Our governments and neighbors have sold us down the river, and society is increasingly foreign (in both the literal and figurative sense), hostile, unwelcoming and expensive. People screw each other over for financial incentives, and all that matters is materialism. Hell even if you try to live a pure life, you cannot escape every one else.

Governmental endorsed mass immigration has destroyed culture, identity, economy, safety and security. Of course, the knee-jerk reaction is to scream 'fight for the west and our values!' - to which I ask, 'what values?' we have become a weak whimper of a society: men who think they are women, drag queens, refugees welcome, gay pride parades, feminist harpies and the grooming of children (to name a few). This madness is our 'western values' - values which we cannot question openly without facing censorship or legal repercussions. We are utterly powerless to do anything about any of this. Add to the fact that Joe normie hasn't got the faintest clue and couldn't give two shits either way so long as they have bread and circuses.

My question to those out there who question authority, delve deeply into narratives, look beyond lies and seek truths and have been at the milestone I am now facing: how do you find contentment these days? How do you go on knowing the absolute state of the world, knowing there is nothing you can do, and nowhere you can run? I am at a point where I see no optimism in the future and question what the point is in continuing in a world so full of deceit, corruption, evil and stupidity.

How did you find meaning and purpose?

I've seen this everywhere lately, with Zuck and Gates being at the top of the list. Building bunkers for some reason. I have a few possibilities.

• Thy are afraid of rising sea levels and geological events. (Highly doubtful as Hawaii is the worst place to go for that).

• There is a plan for a nuclear strike / internet going dark / release an actual bio weapon.

• They have considered the possibility that after deliberately impoverishing us, we'll just go straight for them rather than each other and are terrified of this.

• It is just a dick measuring competition between the super rich over 'who's got the biggest'

• Red herrings perhaps? If I was a billionaire, I sure as hell wouldn't tell the media (and thus the world) where it is.

What do you guys think?

Every time I come across a new government proposal, globalist agenda, big business plan, academic mandate, diversity quota or health treaty, that all include the phrase 'By 2030'. I have a few theories on this, but there is certainly a pattern.

So, I'd like to hear from you, What's the deal with 2030?

Every day I see the world falling to shit around me. Things are only getting worse and worse and I feel powerless to do anything.

It is so hard not to feel completely hopeless at this point. Are there any white pills left?

Search and rescue operation is still under way to find the $250,000 per person Titanic tourist submersible. It has been missing for nearly two days in the Atlantic Ocean with five people aboard who are believed to have around 40 hours of oxygen left.

I've seen theories floated about such as a rapid implosion or that power went out and they are trapped at the bottom of the ocean. Others have suggested that it is a grift, distraction or sabotage to disappear someone. So far there has been no sign of the sub.

I find strange that a submersible designed to dive so deep would be controlled by a PlayStation controller and have all of the vital internal components hidden - also that there was no tether attached to it or sonar just in case such an event occurred. I'm no Sub expert so I could be way off.

Curious to know others thoughts on the matter.

Basically as the title states. It would appear that collapse is imminent at this point, particularly when researching in to the rise and fall of nations and the late stage we are currently in. I am curious in hearing how you people believe it will happen and how we can brace for it?

I have been doing cursory research into terrain theory and germ theory over the past day. Still very much on the fence over which holds more merit than the other. As they are both theories it makes sense to me that neither are 'absolute' as it were as both arguments have their strengths and flaws. I'm interested in hearing what more learned people believe and why.