I had an alien abduction dream when I was 11.
I also was into weekly world news, unsolved mysteries, and everything ufo or alien. I think x-files and the movie “Fire in the Sky” was out at the time.
I swallowed every theory, savored and believed every encounter story, and more.
I later became addicted to “coast to coast am,” With my small portable radio on my chest, listening to all 3-4 hours of the show every night for months.
I entertained Donald Marshall’s wild tales of cloning centers and the aliens being illuminati-folk in alien costumes, terrifying children for an MK ultra type trauma based mind control program. Maybe some elements of his story are true, or reflect truth on an allegorical level. I dunno.
The more I learned about ufos/aliens, the less I knew. I began to adopt new agey, theosophist, gnostic beliefs…I practiced chaos magic and got some real, tangible, and strange results. I was a damned witch/warlock and although I was gaining social status and money, I was needing more and more physical pleasures to ease my mind… you know the drill: sex, drugs, rock n roll.
And slowly over time, I began to doubt everything and wrestle with God.
I prayed and prayed, and read, and read. For years… I eventually was baptised into the Orthodox church…
And the more I look into it, The more I feel I was had.
I had an alien abduction dream when I was 11.
I also was into weekly world news, unsolved mysteries, and everything ufo or alien. I think x-files and the movie “Fire in the Sky” was out at the time.
I swallowed every theory, savored and believed every encounter story, and more.
I later became addicted to “coast to coast am,” With my small portable radio on my chest, listening to all 3-4 hours of the show every night for months.
I entertained Donald Marshall’s wild tales of cloning centers and the aliens being illuminati-folk in alien costumes, terrifying children for an MK ultra type trauma based mind control program. Maybe some elements of his story are true, on an allegorical level. I dunno.
The more I learned about ufos/aliens, the less I knew. I began to adopt new agey, theosophist, gnostic beliefs…I practiced chaos magic and got some real, tangible, and strange results. I was a damned witch/warlock and although I was gaining social status and money, I was needing more and more physical pleasures to ease my mind… you know the drill: sex, drugs, rock n roll.
And slowly over time, I began to doubt everything and wrestle with God.
I prayed and prayed, and read, and read. For years… I eventually was baptised into the Orthodox church…
And the more I look into it, The more I feel I was had.
I had an alien abduction dream when I was 11.
I also was into weekly world news, unsolved mysteries, and everything ufo or alien. I think x-files and the movie “Fire in the Sky” was out at the time.
I swallowed every theory, savored and believed every encounter story, and more.
I later became addicted to “coast to coast am,” With my small portable radio on my chest, listening to all 3-4 hours of the show every night for months.
I entertained Donald Marshall’s wild tales of cloning centers and the aliens being illuminati-folk in alien costumes, terrifying children for an MK ultra type trauma based mind control program. Maybe some elements of his story are true, on an allegorical level. I dunno.
The more I learned about ufos/aliens, the less I knew. I began to adopt new agey, theosophist, gnostic beliefs…
And slowly over time, I began to doubt everything and wrestle with God.
I prayed and prayed, and read, and read. For years… I eventually was baptised into the Orthodox church…
And the more I look into it, The more I feel I was had.