Jumping in here but...

I could post my list. It is eerily similar to yours in some aspects but I’ve come to a different conclusion than you. I’m genuinely interested in why. Based on your comment(s), my best guess is that the church poisoned you and your relationship with God. It did the same to me for a while (mostly because of Baptists), but you must separate God from man and recognize that the church has been corrupted beyond repair by man, not God. Ultimately, you only answer to God for yourself and those under your care, so the church is dead to me.

Jumping in here but...

I could post my list. It is eerily similar to yours in some aspects but I’ve come to a different conclusion than you. I’m genuinely interested in why. Based on your comment(s), my best guess is the church poisoned you and your relationship with God. It did the same to me for a while (mostly because of Baptists), but you must separate God from man and recognize that the church has been corrupted beyond repair by man, not God. Ultimately, you only answer to God for yourself and those under your care, so the church is dead to me.