Im not proud of my addiction. I dont smoke cigarettes, dont do pills, dont drink coffee, dont drink liquor, dont go out to clubs or the movies. But the one fucking thing I do is smoke weed.

I can tell you, it helps when my phosphorous is low and my muscles are aching, or this gout attack where my foot felt broken for over a month. Nothing better than having a nice fat joint after a long hard day of physical labor.

Funny thing is when I worked for that piece of shit company that poisoned me, arca. Before taking the freon disposal technician job, I was on a truck going around the province removing peoples old fridges and freezers. Would always spend a week in cape breton, the driver liked to drink but didnt like weed so I didnt bring it or smoke it. I have no problem being sober when I have something to be doing, but the moment I am home and doing nothing. I just want to take a hit and forget about shit.

Id rather smoke weed then take anti anxiety medication.

If you dont have some kinda of vice, your proably part of the 1%, congratulations.

I should be running my own business or working a full time job, but Im not going to sit here and explain to the ignorant what its like to live with your phosphorous as fucked as mine.

Im a loser, ive accepted that. What I cant accept is how fucking corrupt this world has become.

On the plus side, I finally got a parathyroid test done last week, after a year for asking one in nova scotia here. I get a call 3 hours after the blood draw to come in and talk to someone, I cant imagine its good. Maybe if im lucky it will be cancer, at least that way I die quick.

Im not proud of my addiction. I dont smoke cigarettes, dont do pills, dont drink coffee, dont drink liquor, dont go out to clubs or the movies. But the one fucking thing I do is smoke weed.

I can tell you, it helps when my phosphorous is low and my muscles are aching, or this gout attack where my foot felt broken for over a month. Nothing better than having a nice fat joint after a long hard day of physical labor.

Funny thing is when I worked for that piece of shit company that poisoned me, arca. Before taking the freon disposal technician job, I was on a truck going around the province removing peoples old fridges and freezers. Would always spend a week in cape breton, the driver liked to drink but didnt like weed so I didnt bring it or smoke it. I have no problem being sober when I have something to be doing, but the moment I am home and doing nothing. I just want to take a hit and forget about shit.

Id rather smoke weed then take anti anxiety medication.

If you dont have some kinda of vice, your proably part of the 1%, congratulations.

I should be running my own business or working a full time job, but Im not going to sit here and explain to the ignorant what its like to live with your phosphorous as fucked as mine.

Im a loser, ive accepted that. What I cant accept is how fucking corrupt this world has become.