speaking of that, I know i’m programmed and I have no stable belief system, constantly double minded but I have always made “observations” that most of my family did not see the same way, I don’t even prescribe to “christianity” prob more agnostic or gnostic, banned books are a trip, books that are said to be “fairy tales”. But then I have experience, traveled the world, things that happen to me that cannot be explained, even my license plate numbers lol. I have a deep understanding of the world that cannot be described with words. I don’t think I am better just “different”, some call me retarded others a savant. ha, i’m like whats the fn difference? one thing I do know, we are all connected to a hive mind, also (lol) endless beehive symbolism at the vatican. Vatican Beehive thanks for the conversation though, enjoyed it.

speaking of that, I know i’m programmed but I have no stable belief system, constantly double minded but I have always made “observations” that most of my family did not see the same way, I don’t even prescribe to “christianity” prob more agnostic or gnostic, banned books are a trip, books that are said to be “fairy tales”. But then I have experience, traveled the world, things that happen to me that cannot be explained, even my license plate numbers lol. I have a deep understanding of the world that cannot be described with words. I don’t think I am better just “different”, some call me retarded others a savant. ha, i’m like whats the fn difference? one thing I do know, we are all connected to a hive mind, also (lol) endless beehive symbolism at the vatican. Vatican Beehive thanks for the conversation though, enjoyed it.