i cant wait to find out the truth once i become in on whatevers going on.

but im probably gonna end up selling my soul and dying a horrible death with no benefits for it.

but im gonna understand all the symbolism and become in on the secret religion for real. im gonna live up to my word and become equivalent to the illuminati and sell my soul for knowledge even if im never a member and never benefit at all and die poor without my soul.

hopefully that doesnt happen and its a bunch of bullshit and people with superiority complexes who like sex and drugs. but im gonna talk to these higher entities myself and figure out whats going on.

once i get to a serious point in this im likely also going to be sworn to secrecy if anything real happens. so i guess i wont be able to tell anyone.