The reason I believe and you don't is because I have been outside the bubble you so desperately cling to. I've seen what a man can do to a man and I've tried to put back the pieces like Humpty Dumpty. I've heard the screams of dying children and the screams of their mothers. I believe for you to even have the ability to question the existence of God shows you have never experienced the real world. That God is even a question proves it's not a question at all. I'm not a holy roller trying to sell you a Bible, I've seen what this world can do to those without faith and I'm sure you have too. How many people have you known that have died of overdoses or killed themselves because they had not footing to stand on? I've known many. I've been to a lot of funerals but never a wedding.