When you dig into conspiracy history, you see that the intelligence agencies and mafia merged into one unit back in the 60's and 70's. Intelligence agencies are literally just the mafia wearing a new suit.
Your trauma regarding peeing standing up reminds of Crocodile Dundee. I already hate public restrooms, so I only go to places with family bathrooms. I hate eating out, so that helps too.
The military spends a lot of time breaking people down mentally so that they can kill without remorse. The goal of every genocidal regime is to convince people that other people aren't human so that it's okay to murder them. If you aren't a sadist, it is hard pretend other humans are just animals worthy of slaughter. Unfortunately, there are a lot of sadists around.
When you dig into conspiracy history, you see that the intelligence agencies and mafia merged into one unit back in the 60's and 70's. Intelligence agencies are literally just the mafia wearing a new suit.
Your trauma regarding peeing standing up reminds of Crocodile Dundee. I already hate public restrooms, so I only go to places with family bathrooms. I hate eating out, so that helps too.
The military spends a lot of time breaking people down mentally so that they can kill without remorse. The goal of every genocidal regime is to convince people that other people aren't human so that it's okay to murder them. If you aren't a sadist, it is hard pretend other humans are just animals worthy of slaughter. Unfortunately, there are a lot of sadists around.