Why is there a constant reflection. Everywhere. The ripples, and a message bouncing back so strong it's impossible to turn it off. Everywhere. Every little ripple. Every connection. The strongest ones always come back, immediately present the minute I go out. The smaller ones are abstract and lead to a future, or are from a past. You can literally see the feed. What somebody else thought, and how they've acted to all the connections you make and made, often through somebody else in a two way mirror replaying them. It is haunting. I didn't ask for this gift or this curse. But it's everywhere. I cannot ignore it. What the hell is it?
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This is it. 100%. Absolutely. A different connection on interaction. But connected until causing a different path by approaching it or interacting. Otherwise it's something unexplainable, that connection no matter how obscure has produced a two way mirror. It is easier ignored.
Because why is it a curse? You cannot change your fate. It was made the minute you made any choice. You can only observe how it affected those consequences. But it won't change them. It will have no distinct change to the outcome. It is linear. It is fate. Despite any foretelling, or any observation.
The tree grows one way despite its roots, arms, leaves, branches, and tendrils. They branch out, changing with the seasons. But that tree remains constant. Until otherwise inclined, again fate, storm, disease, or another causing it to perish.
But what if animals also produce that observation?
It wasn't drugs that opened my eyes it was a knock on my head. The worst kind. No other injury. Nothing external. It just triggered a switch. A switch I cannot turn off.
Never noticed it before then. I was blind. Not to any extent of it being a presence and present almost everywhere. Now I choose to ignore it. Because talking about is classed as being mental to many who do not see it.
Although yes it is detailed in Eastern philosophy. I thank you kindly for the explanation.
I stepped on a train today. The minute I did these two kids were having a conversation about a person I contacted to meet. A person I met. I saw them on the way back, from their future. Another person I spoke to prior to going out also appeared. I made them smile, I got the biggest smile from a stranger.
None of these people were them. But they all were as if in a mirror.
No I am not crazy. I am 100% logical. I don't look for this. I observe. It is impossible to ignore. It is constant and everywhere to the exact point of being correct. I could ask them, and it would be this.
What is it???? No polite discourse only a down vote. I am not making this shit up.
The person I met had a child, was it girl. Even if it wasn't them, it was them talking to their friend on leaving. I would never known what kid. The conversation the kids had, not going into it, two way mirror directed like a hydron collider. The smile, radiant, genuine. I spoke to a, insert country, from the same country, oddly beaming at me.
What am I, what is it? I could keep going on. Except those links were probably strongest then. There were others, many in fact. Impossible to ignore. It hits and when it does, there is only clarity to the point of it being correct. What was seen is what occurred in that reflection. Although they weren't those people at all. Just a mirror, mimicking. If they weren't, where's the fun in that. Where indeed on a forum of stupidity? It professes a bunch of mysticism. Pusedo science. Conspiracy. Look it up. It exists, but you'll have to learn it. I didn't. Not something I ever wanted. It is a curse. Nobody should carry it, can they change their fate, can they alter it. No, those choices were made the minute they carried their interactions, and so that timeline is constant, and it doesn't deviate. Despite of the ripples, thousand of copies, and any atoms and polarity causing them all to interact and be entangled. Scientific now. It isn't, unless it's denied. Spiritual yes, but not from an orthodox origin.
Lastly I don't care, there's only blame and ridicule. I cannot have this conversation because there's only the ignorant. People who don't see it, or those who refuse to believe me. Then they say it's some other psychology of which it isn't. I am logical. I only ask. Frankly I'd rather not know it. I'd rather ignore it, then share it. I'd rather keep my distance and shut myself in, then be open to strangers. I get enough of that already.
But if you struggle with my post, look it up. It's there in somebody else's words. They might be believed better, or not.
No because it would compromise me.
I will give another two examples. My nephew died, born with a degenerative disease from birth. He relapsed into hospital. The week he was on life support, beginning of the week. I am walking my dog. A woman and her two kids were having a conversation about their family member dying of organ failure. It was a conversation nobody should hear. Because I knew then despite what we'd been told promises he will be fine, it was over. I observed my other sister talking to my other nephews explaining it. She of course lived 100s of miles away. I went home phoned my mum, and that night my sister phoned to tell her the worst.
2 weeks before my dog died. I met a distant acquaintance, a friend of somebody I had briefly encounteted, whose dog also died suddenly from cancer. He explained how he got a new dog, the lost, and how his family attended. My dog got ill so quick, it was old, but you'd never know if not for the cancer, you'd never guess without something else. My family were visiting me, I was babysitting that week, the week the dog went, nothing I could do, it couldn't hold down food or water, it was dying infront of me, I rushed it into the vets, but I had to put it down, had too. Family there supporting. The same nephew got the same dog as this acquaintance about a year later. His choice he lived 100s mile away. No influence apart from I was there that Christmas he got it. I haven't seen that acquaintance since. Saw him only once before. But he stopped me and pet my friendly dog, and talked about the above.
Those are undeniable, but it's everywhere, everytime I step outside of my house. All the time. I see somebody who has lost something, and it oddly was their keys, asking me if I had seen them up the footpath. I get home and an unexpected visitor is waiting for me, they didn't think to call. It wouldn't have mattered I didn't take my phone.
But it's an observation that hits you with blinding clarity. So distinct it is unmissable and unmistakable because somehow it is connected. There is nothing you can do apart from rationalise. It sadly wont change anything. It is a mirror. A reflection and a ripple. It somehow is linear. But if I interacted with it. It of course leads somewhere else. The next thing could be that new interaction, connecting.