I don't think I ever really trusted allopathic doctors. My mom took my brother and I to an Indian medicine man as kids. We went to the doctor if we were injured or had infections and needed antibiotics, but my parents tried natural, herbal, and homeopathic methods more often than not.
Here is a list of resources for meds and labs and the like:
Antibiotics - https://fishmoxfishflex.com/
Other prescription drugs (my mom recommends them, although I haven't ordered from them myself) - https://indiamart.com
In Arizona, you can order certain lab tests from Sonora Quest without a doctor's order. I get errors ordering from their website for some reason (only since the start of the plandemic), but they have an order form you can print out and take with you to the blood draw appointment.
Other lab tests (including d-dimer) - https://www.lifeextension.com/lab-testing/lab-tests-a-to-z
Metformin, low dose naltrexone and others - https://agelessrx.com
Research papers - https://sci-hub.se/
Any others you have used?
I was vax injured in 1997. The doctor actually told my mom he was terminating us as patients because she was pushing.
I've been told I was crazy more times than I can count and thrown all kinds of meds. I finally got a doc to order a thyroid test and it was basically not functioning. Doctors are usually useless and outright dangerous.