lol- i dont "believe" in anything... I have some intuitive impulses and a lot of critical thought- I do think all the shit i was taught in indoctrination factories (schools) is fucky- I do live in a place where I can see the stars and planets and sun/moon patterns in the sky and for long distances with the naked eye (pretty flat and treeless) I dont think we live on some gay ball floating (and spinning all over the damn place) in a bunch of nothingness with no meaning- that makes about as much sense (but actually less) than any creation story I have read from any world religion. I dont buy evolution either. i dont know about viruses but I do know that i just eat well and dont act like a lazy slob and that keeps me healthy and high functioning. idk about history- very frustrating to think I will never know- but also none of it really matters in the end- I can live my life freely and happily by just unplugging from the noise. That said- i am very entertained and fascinated by learning as much as i can even though most of it turns out to be garbage lol.