Good point. I don’t think it’s happening. It scares me - that this is possible, and by extension, I would be capable of doing something like this (given the right circumstances - see Ordinary Men, Gulag Archipelago). Spiritually, in terms of character, I want to be as far from that stuff as possible - which is where Jesus Christ is.

I try to space it out with plenty of time focusing on the good and what I can do.