Mirren then continued, "Thank you S-A-G so much for this, I hate to say SAG at my age, it's always S-A-G for me," she said as the crowd laughed.
"I am simultaneously enormously proud and yet with the understanding that I do not deserve this and there is the conflict I believe you all understand: insecurity versus ego. That cocktail I believe most actors sip in the evening as they contemplate on the gift they received the moment they decided to become an actor," she went on.
Mirren also mentioned her struggle in knowing what to say during this speech: "I've been angsting about what to say tonight and then it came to me: to all those people with whom I have shared my professional life, the actors!"
https://people.com/movies/beautiful-issue-2022-helen-mirren-explains-her-chemistry-with-vin-diesel-exclusive/
What cocktail is she really talking about...
Maybe they're just Dio fans.
OK... DOH, ya got me!