Yeah, that's pretty much the extent of your ideal world - lil' speshul white boy, inherently above all dem black and brown people... which is why you get paranoid at the thought of someone else being just as inherently above yourself - and whether that's Jews, some other race, or the space lizards from Alex Jones's fever dreams, that's a matter of preference.

Enjoy your paranoia, I'm sure you'll keep getting plenty of fuel for it for the foreseeable future.