C'est la vie, unfortunately. But, to be fair the experience did teach me a lot and gave me a level of mental fortitude and value for life that previous to this ordeal I did not have. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right? I know there are a lot of good people within that system who aren't able to help people on the same level as they could as an individual because of the hierarchy, or because of hospital policy, or ignorance of non-medical solutions, or a lack of respect of the knowledge of point of view of patients, or innumerable other factors. But, the game is rigged, and it's all about money at the end of the day. People like you give me hope. I had a few real sweet nurses during my time there who made me feel a lot better about my situation. It still bothers me to this day that someone could do that to me, face no consequences, and I didn't get a cent to make up for negligence which caused me such grievous harm.