That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it needed nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigators and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.
What did I see, their hesitation, even anger, and the problem resolved. Time and space. But crap. Do you need it. It's every connection unravelling around you all the time. Repeating itself, causing, reacting. Stronger the link, impact, the more noticeable it is. Yes it's real, even if you're blind to it. I could scream at it. It's not good. Prefer being ignorant. It hurts more.
That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it needed nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigators and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.
What did I see their hesitation, even anger, and the problem resolved. Time and space. But crap. Do you need it. It's every connection unravelling around you all the time. Repeating itself, causing, reacting. Stronger the link, impact, the more noticeable it is. Yes it's real even if you're blind to it. I could scream at it. It's not good. Prefer being ignorant. It hurts more.
That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it need nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigators and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.
What did I see their hesitation, even anger, and the problem resolved. Time and space. But crap. Do you need it. It's every connection unravelling around you all the time. Repeating itself, causing, reacting. Stronger the link, impact, the more noticeable it is. Yes it's real even if you're blind to it. I could scream at it. It's not good. Prefer being ignorant. It hurts more.
That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it need nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigators and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.
What did I see their hesitation, even anger, and the problem resolved. Time and space. But crap. Do you need it.
That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it need nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigatiors and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.
What did I see their hesitation, even anger, and the problem resolved. Time and space. But crap. Do you need it.
That's pretty damn ignorant. Can't you see the connections. I pity you if you can't. Can't you see them everywhere. It's not just people either. But it's matrix level repetition. It's like being in a maze. Where the past and future plays itself over and over, and you're stuck in the middle, present interactions of it.
I am not getting into an explanation. I have tried in past conversations. It's there, so profoundly it is impossible to blank out. Easier to hide from it, but that's impossible.
Okay for instance two weeks ago. I text something quite harshly, it need nudging. The problem wouldn't be resolved if it wasn't said. I had to pop out, after the text to grab a prescription. But immediately walking down the road to the pharmacy. Not far, 3 people said the same ending of that text, before I act. It was basically getting investigatiors and solicitors involved, before I act on this, please do the repair. You could fucking scream. 3 people different people said act on this, act on it. Literally. Is how painful it is. Knowing you're trapped in something.