No I am not going there. It's nothing to do with me.

But she aborted 2 babies. Does that answer it Freud. She hated me when I took to the clinic and held her hand. Took her to this baby execution chamber. Waited there with her, held her, helped her. It made me sick, but for her. The irony I think was she cannot even be inseminated after. She got scooped out. Irregularities after. Possibly lost that chance altogether. Or maybe she was able too. I never found out. But the bitch hated me for getting her pregnant. Even though it was her own fault. I made sure she had pills. Took her to the clinic to get them every time. Asked her if she took them. The first we were young, dunno if she forgot, we were away somewhere but she had them I made sure. Second time she took meds that cancelled the pill. What are those odds. Both times it was her choice. Last time it was dangerous for her, she was warned of the risk, but she was reaching a point where law wouldn't allow it. Like at the last few days, for an emergency. She played with me yes, no, shit no, yes, no shit. Then she used it against me, causing me to be all of her blame. I supported her no matter what. I tried and beg her to keep. But she was a bitch. Not worth it. Although made me do something reckless that night. I cannot remember it. Only 30 minutes of party where I was a mess. Like laughing the police had to get my shit from her, she was trying to steal from me, when she called them on me. I wasn't anything except that's mine, but it was at her parent's. No, she's keeping it. Police it's his. Angry that she was a bitch, but she was my world at the time. I would have moved Heaven and Earth. Woke up in hospital.

The rest of your speal is irrelevant. Why did it affect me. Wouldn't it anybody else. If that memory was that strong. The only time after hundreds since. Hundreds since. Why that one. Why. Tonne of bricks. Like a car crash. Crushing. It wasn't then, what would you do. It isn't. It was delightful. But the mind plays tricks. Back of the mind how, no, please, yes it's somebody else. Hang on. Why am I remembering them. It wasn't her fault. It's mine. But that loss was something else.

Back too the topic. It wasn't about me. I used a comparison into this other World we find ourselves in. While trying to draw a conspiracy. It's that blacksun shit. Or it's that ancient hellgate. We are inverted into an Internet where this World is reigning in its darkness. There are only cunts and tyrants. They away from our choices are often making it worse. Until are freedoms are dying. I wanted to know more about it. Was all. You pressed me into why I made the topic. Perhaps I was also questioning something in my own life as well.

Although your methods and means haven't helped. But no offense. However if you think there's still some inspiration to where this future goes, it's often because you're still profiting, instead of actually realising it. Look at it. Tell me I am wrong. I am not. There's a fading light today where humanity stops. It has been a roller coaster this past decade. Years of going downhill. Tell me those odds it shoots back up. No Dr. Unicorn. Fresh outta tracks and those breaks are failing.

No I am not going there. It's nothing to do with me.

But she aborted 2 babies. Does that answer it Freud. She hated me when I took to the clinic and held her hand. Took her to this baby execution chamber. Waited there with her, held her, helped her. It made me sick, but for her. The irony I think was she cannot even be inseminated after. She got scooped out. Irregularities after. Possibly lost that chance altogether. Or maybe she was able too. I never found out. But the bitch hated me for getting her pregnant. Even though it was her own fault. I made sure she had pills. Took her to the clinic to get them every time. Asked her if she took them. The first we were young, dunno if she forgot, we were away somewhere but she had them I made sure. Second time she took meds that cancelled the pill. What are those odds. Both times it was her choice. Last time it was dangerous for her, she was warned of the risk, but she was reaching a point where law wouldn't allow it. Like at the last few days, for an emergency. She played with me yes, no, shit no, yes, no shit. Then she used it against me, causing me to be all of her blame. I supported her no matter what. I tried and beg her to keep. But she was a bitch. Not worth it. Although made me do something reckless that night. I cannot remember it. Only 30 minutes of party where I was a mess. Like laughing the police had to get my shit from her, she was trying to steal from me, when she called them on me. I wasn't anything except that's mine, but it was at her parent's. No, she's keeping it. Police it's his. Angry that she was a bitch, but she was my world at the time. I would have moved Heaven and Earth. Woke up in hospital.

The rest of your speal is irrelevant. Why did it affect me. Wouldn't it anybody else. If that memory was that strong. The only time after hundreds since. Hundreds since. Why that one. Why. Tonne of bricks. Like a car crash. Crushing. It wasn't then, what would you do. It isn't. It was delightful. But the mind plays tricks. Back of the mind how, no, please, yes it's somebody else. Hang on. Why am I remembering them. It wasn't her fault. It's mine. But that loss was something else.

Back too the topic. It wasn't about me. I used a comparison into this other World we find ourselves in. While trying to draw a conspiracy. It's that blacksun shit. Or it's that ancient hellgate. We are inverted into an Internet where this World is reigning in its darkness. There are only cunts and tyrants. They away from our choices are often making it worse. Until are freedoms are dying. I wanted to know more about it. Was all. You pressed me into why I made the topic. Perhaps I was also questioning something in my own life as well.

Although your methods and means haven't helped. But no offense. However if you think there's still some inspiration to where this future goes, it's often because you're still profiting, instead of actually realising it. Look at it. Tell me I am wrong. I am not. There's a fading light today where humanity stops. It has been a roller coaster this past decade years going downhill. Tell me those odds it shoots back up. No Dr. Unicorn. Fresh outta tracks and those breaks are failing.

No I am not going there. It's nothing to do with me.

But she aborted 2 babies. Does that answer it Freud. She hated me when I took to the clinic and held her hand. Took her to this baby execution chamber. Waited there with her, held her, helped her. It made me sick, but for her. The irony I think was she cannot even be inseminated after. She got scooped out. Irregularities after. Possibly lost that chance altogether. Or maybe she was able too. I never found out. But the bitch hated me for getting her pregnant. Even though it was her own fault. I made sure she had pills. Took her to the clinic to get them every time. Asked her if she took them. The first we were young, dunno if she forgot, we were away somewhere but she had them I made sure. Second time she took meds that cancelled the pill. What are those odds. Both times it was her choice. Last time it was dangerous for her, she was warned of the risk, but she was reaching a point where law wouldn't allow it. Like at the last few days, for an emergency. She played with me yes, no, shit no, yes, no shit. Then she used it against me, causing me to be all of her blame. I supported her no matter what. I tried and beg her to keep. But she was a bitch. Not worth it. Although made me do something reckless that night. I cannot remember it. Only 30 minutes of party where I was a mess. Like laughing the police had to get my shit from her, she was trying to steal from me, when she called them on me. I wasn't anything except that's mine, but it was at her parent's. No, she's keeping it. Police it's his. Angry that she was a bitch, but she was my world at the time. I would have moved Heaven and Earth. Woke up in hospital.

The rest of your speal is irrelevant. Why did it affect me. Wouldn't it anybody else. If that memory was that strong. The only time after hundreds since. Hundreds since. Why that one. Why. Tonne of bricks. Like a car crash. Crushing. It wasn't then, what would you do. It isn't. It was delightful. But the mind plays tricks. Back of the mind how, no, please, yes it's somebody else. Hang on. Why am I remembering them. It wasn't her fault. It's mine. But that loss was something else.

Back too the topic. It wasn't about me. I used a comparison into this other World we find ourselves in. While trying to draw a conspiracy. It's that blacksun shit. Or it's that ancient hellgate. We are inverted into an Internet where this World is reigning in its darkness. There are only cunts and tyrants. They away from our choices are often making it worse. Until are freedoms are dying. I wanted to know more about it. Was all. You pressed me into why I made the topic. Perhaps I was also questioning something in my own life as well.

Although your methods and means haven't helped. But no offense. However if you think there's still some inspiration to where this future goes, it's often because you're still profiting, instead of actually realising it. Look at it. Tell me I am wrong. I am not. There's fading light today where humanity stops.

No I am not going there. It's nothing to do with me.

But she aborted 2 babies. Does that answer it Freud. She hated me when I took to the clinic and held her hand. Took her to this baby execution chamber. Waited there with her, held her, helped her. It made me sick, but for her. The irony I think was she cannot even be inseminated after. She got scooped out. Irregularities after. Possibly lost that chance altogether. Or maybe she was able too. I never found out. But the bitch hated me for getting her pregnant. Even though it was her own fault. I made sure she had pills. Took her to the clinic to get them every time. Asked her if she took them. The first we were young, dunno if she forgot, we were away somewhere but she had them I made sure. Second time she took meds that cancelled the pill. What are those odds. Both times it was her choice. Last time it was dangerous for her, she was warned of the risk, but she was reaching a point where law wouldn't allow it. Like at the last few days, for an emergency. She played with me yes, no, shit no, yes, no shit. Then she used it against me, causing me to be all of her blame. I supported her no matter what. I tried and beg her to keep. But she was a bitch. Not worth it. Although made me do something reckless that night. I cannot remember it. Only 30 minutes of party where I was a mess. Like laughing the police had to get my shit from her, she was trying to steal from me, when she called them on me. I wasn't anything except that's mine, but it was at her parent's. No, she's keeping it. Police it's his. Angry that she was a bitch, but she was my world at the time. I would have moved Heaven and Earth. Woke up in hospital.

The rest of your speal is irrelevant. Why did it affect me. Wouldn't it anybody else. If that memory was that strong. The only time after hundreds since. Hundreds since. Why that one. Why. Tonne of bricks. Like a car crash. Crushing. It wasn't then, what would you do. It isn't. It was delightful. But the mind plays tricks. Back of the mind how, no, please, yes it's somebody else. Hang on. Why am I remembering them. It wasn't her fault. It's mine. But that loss was something else.

Back too the topic. It wasn't about me. I used a comparison into this other World we find ourselves in. While trying to draw a conspiracy. It's that blacksun shit. Or it's that ancient hellgate. We are inverted into an Internet where this World is reigning in its darkness. There are only cunts and tyrants. They away from our choices are often making it worse. Until are freedoms are dying. I wanted to know more about it. Was all. You pressed me into why I made the topic. Perhaps I was also questioning something in my own life as well.

No I am not going there. It's nothing to do with me.

But she aborted 2 babies. Does that answer it Freud. She hated me when I took to the clinic and held her hand. Took her to this baby execution chamber. Waited there with her, held her, helped her. It made me sick, but for her. The irony I think was she cannot even be inseminated after. She got scooped out. Irregularities after. Possibly lost that chance altogether. Or maybe she was able too. I never found out. But the bitch hated me for getting her pregnant. Even though it was her own fault. I made sure she had pills. Took her to the clinic to get them every time. Asked her if she took them. The first we were young, dunno if she forgot, we were away somewhere but she had them I made sure. Second time she took meds that cancelled the pill. What are those odds. Both times it was her choice. Last time it was dangerous for her, she was warned of the risk, but she was reaching a point where law wouldn't allow it. Like at the last few days, for an emergency. She played with me yes, no, shit no, yes, no shit. Then she used it against me, causing me to be all of her blame. I supported her no matter what. I tried and beg her to keep. But she was a bitch. Not worth it. Although made me do something reckless that night. I cannot remember it. Only 30 minutes of party where I was a mess. Like laughing the police had to get my shit from her, she was trying to steal from me, when she called them on me. I wasn't anything except that's mine, but it was at her parent's. No, she's keeping it. Police it's his. Angry that she was a bitch, but she was my world at the time. I would have moved Heaven and Earth. Woke up in hospital.

The rest of your speal is irrelevant. Why did it affect me. Wouldn't it anybody else. If that memory was that strong. The only time after hundreds since. Hundreds since. Why that one. Why. Tonne of bricks. Like a car crash. Crushing. It wasn't then, what would you do. It isn't. It was delightful. But the mind plays tricks. Back of the mind how, no, please, yes it's somebody else. Hang on. Why am I remembering them.