Simple biochemistry probably (along societal suggestions encouraging you to channel your deficits this way).
Read up on yoga and meditation and sunbathe for hours while doing respiration exercises (or reading those books)
Or eat lots of meat and eggs, possibly raw, and wait they beat the shit out of all gayness from the inside.
It is always a 'vacuum', need not filled, that present such thoughts in my experience. For a lot of people is simply proper nutrition and natural relaxation.
Simple biochemistry probably (along societal suggestions encouraging you to channel your deficits this way).
Read up on yoga and meditation and sunbathe for hours while doing respiration exercises (or reading those books)
Or eat lots of meat and eggs, possibly raw, and wait they beat the shit out of all gayness from the inside.
It is always a 'vacuum', need not filled, that present such thoughts in my experience. For a lot of people is simply proper nutrition and natural relaxation.