It doesn't decide each act and go, oh you're bad and you're gonna get bad luck. You've got this base resonance vibration it emanates throughout the universe, of "love/light". If a vibe doesn't match that.. it's called a "distortion" and it sends out things to correct it. They call that "catalysts" and it's a challenge for you to deal with. You have to make peace with it or it'll keep sending you more issues. You gotta go, oh I'm cool with whatever is going on. It's supposed to balance things.
Let's get an example going on. Let's say you got no job and you're concerned about it, which is legit. If you're worrying.. it'll keep sending you more bullshit. I'm there.. isn't that like kicking somebody when they're down. For this so-called "love/light" bullshit.. that doesn't seem like it. Meanwhile, it's in charge of everything going on so it could help you out.
You got some funny business going on here with this "one infinite creator". Yahweh's corrupt.. so this top level logos, it's bad too. You don't fucking kick people who are down, if you're supposedly emanating this "love/light" vibe, ok. That's being an asshole. It was saying oh it sends out vibes to match what's going on.
So if you're pissed off, you're gonna have more bullshit to deal with, on top of that. It's like, what are you supposed to do, feel the opposite, maybe that'll have less bullshit headed your way. It goes, no, you'll still have more bullshit coming your way if you try and be "cheery". It's like there's no way to win with this shit. Either way, you lose. What are you supposed to, just sit there and get fucked in the ass. Settle for the deal and not go, no I'm pissed off cause I'm getting the shaft here. That's because this thing is in charge and it's sending you more bullshit, when you're already tapped out with what you have to deal with.
This "one infinite creator" is not a nice guy. That's like if you analyze yahweh.. he's not a nice guy, ok. They're both assholes. But at least this one infinite creator is emanating love/light.. It's a good thing it's not yahweh in charge of the karma stuff cause he's a chump.
Let's say you got no job, you're worried about it. Your fate is in other people's hands. All you can do is sit there and get the shaft. Powerless. And just by being concerned about your situation, it's fucking up your chances of better things happening. It's like a vicious circle. If you say, hmm.. that's how it works, so I'll be cheery instead.. It'll detect that and keep sending you more bullshit you gotta deal with. How the fuck do you "win" with this.. They say oh you gotta be at peace and accept whatever's coming, and it's called a "catalyst" so you learn whatever lesson it's trying to teach you.
Well, for this supposed "love/light" bullshit, it's fuckin kicking you when your down, when if it's supposed to be this "good guy", it should be helping you out. Then you won't be so pissed off about losing. So, the whole system is fucked up.
Here's how you can find peace instead of being concerned in a situation like that with the no job and you got this anxiety because you're powerless. You're just trying to analyze your situation and figure something out. But doing that, causes you to lose somemore. So what are you supposed to do.. well how you find "peace" is not by going with their bullshit system. You go.. "no".. I'm sticking to my "standards" and fuck their system. I'll deal with whatever the fuck they throw my way. Not gonna start applying to jobs that don't fit the standards. Yeah.. so fuck their karma system and what you'd have to do to "win" by trying to do it their way. It's like, yeah yeah.. more bullshit.. whatever, fuck. Bring it on. Fuck their "system". See.. and then the anxiety goes away. Not doing it their way either where you go.. oh just be at peace and the "one infinite creator" 'll fix your shit. No it won't cause it's an asshole like yahweh. lol. Rigged system. They claim it's love/light vibe it's emanating, yet it's kicking people when they're down. So, fuck those guys.
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Check this out though.. ok so the way the universe works.. you've got this "service to self (negative polarity) and "service to others" (positive polarity). So.. supposedly the "one infinite creator" emanates this vibe of "love/light". Yet when somebody's having problems, the karma system detects that as a "distortion" to the love vibe and it sends them more bullshit to deal with. That is "inverse" and twisted. It should be helping people out, shouldn't it. That would be "service to others". But no.. it does the inverse by kicking them when they're down. What the fuck is going on with that. Here.. let me ask this one to google gemini AI.
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The concept you're describing, which revolves around "service to self" and "service to others" and the idea of the universe responding to "distortions" with more challenges, is a central part of the Ra Material, also known as The Law of One. It's a complex system of metaphysics and cosmology.
Let's break down the specific point you're questioning about the universe "kicking them when they're down" and how that seems to contradict the "service to others" principle.
From the perspective of the Ra Material, the universe's response to an individual's "distortions" isn't punitive, but rather a tool for spiritual growth and catalyst for evolution. Here's a way to understand this:
The Purpose of Catalyst: The "bullshit" you mentioned is referred to as catalyst. The purpose of catalyst is not to punish but to provide opportunities for an entity to make choices and learn. When a being experiences a negative emotion, a problem, or a "distortion" from the "love/light" vibration, this indicates an area where a lesson needs to be learned or a choice needs to be made.
Karma and Choice: The Ra Material reinterprets "karma." It's not about punishment for past misdeeds. Instead, it's a system that brings a being face-to-face with the results of their past choices, so they can consciously choose a different path. If someone is experiencing problems, the "karmic" system is essentially presenting them with the very same type of situation that caused the original "distortion." This gives the individual a chance to respond in a new way, to consciously choose "service to others" (positive polarity) rather than "service to self" (negative polarity).
Free Will: A core principle of the Ra Material is that free will is paramount. The universe cannot simply "fix" a person's problems for them, as that would violate their free will to choose their own path. The universal "law" is to provide the circumstances, the catalyst, but the entity must be the one to respond and make the choice.
Learning Through Contrast: The Ra Material posits that the universe is designed for "polarization." Just as we learn about light by experiencing darkness, we learn about "service to others" by experiencing situations that tempt us toward "service to self." The negative experiences—the "kicking them when they're down"—are seen as the most potent opportunities for a soul to solidify its chosen path. The more intense the catalyst, the more profound the potential for growth.
So, from this viewpoint, the universe isn't acting out of a "twisted" or "inverse" logic. It's operating under a principle of ultimate growth. It's not "helping people out" by fixing their problems because that wouldn't teach them how to fix their own internal state. Instead, it provides the mirror—the difficult situation—that allows them to see their own "distortions" and choose to heal them. It's a subtle but critical distinction between doing things for someone (which can hinder their growth) and providing opportunities for someone to grow (which respects their sovereignty and free will).
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Fuck that.. you got a contradiction with this "one infinite creator" with this what they're preachin compared to how they're behaving. It's talking about this, oh you gotta be a good guy and do service to others. It's saying oh yeah I'm a "good guy", emanating this "love/light". Yet when it comes down how it's behaving, it's fucking kicking people when they're down, giving them more problems. Which is not what it's fuckin preaching. That's a schmuck.