It doesn't decide each act and go, oh you're bad and you're gonna get bad luck. You've got this base resonance vibration it emanates throughout the universe, of "love/light". If a vibe doesn't match that.. it's called a "distortion" and it sends out things to correct it. They call that "catalysts" and it's a challenge for you to deal with. You have to make peace with it or it'll keep sending you more issues. You gotta go, oh I'm cool with whatever is going on. It's supposed to balance things.
Let's get an example going on. Let's say you got no job and you're concerned about it, which is legit. If you're worrying.. it'll keep sending you more bullshit. I'm there.. isn't that like kicking somebody when they're down. For this so-called "love/light" bullshit.. that doesn't seem like it. Meanwhile, it's in charge of everything going on so it could help you out.
You got some funny business going on here with this "one infinite creator". Yahweh's corrupt.. so this top level logos, it's bad too. You don't fucking kick people who are down, if you're supposedly emanating this "love/light" vibe, ok. That's being an asshole. It was saying oh it sends out vibes to match what's going on.
So if you're pissed off, you're gonna have more bullshit to deal with, on top of that. It's like, what are you supposed to do, feel the opposite, maybe that'll have less bullshit headed your way. It goes, no, you'll still have more bullshit coming your way if you try and be "cheery". It's like there's no way to win with this shit. Either way, you lose. What are you supposed to, just sit there and get fucked in the ass. Settle for the deal and not go, no I'm pissed off cause I'm getting the shaft here. That's because this thing is in charge and it's sending you more bullshit, when you're already tapped out with what you have to deal with.
This "one infinite creator" is not a nice guy. That's like if you analyze yahweh.. he's not a nice guy, ok. They're both assholes. But at least this one infinite creator is emanating love/light.. It's a good thing it's not yahweh in charge of the karma stuff cause he's a chump.
Let's say you got no job, you're worried about it. Your fate is in other people's hands. All you can do is sit there and get the shaft. Powerless. And just by being concerned about your situation, it's fucking up your chances of better things happening. It's like a vicious circle. If you say, hmm.. that's how it works, so I'll be cheery instead.. It'll detect that and keep sending you more bullshit you gotta deal with. How the fuck do you "win" with this.. They say oh you gotta be at peace and accept whatever's coming, and it's called a "catalyst" so you learn whatever lesson it's trying to teach you.
Well, for this supposed "love/light" bullshit, it's fuckin kicking you when your down, when if it's supposed to be this "good guy", it should be helping you out. Then you won't be so pissed off about losing. So, the whole system is fucked up.
Here's how you can find peace instead of being concerned in a situation like that with the no job and you got this anxiety because you're powerless. You're just trying to analyze your situation and figure something out. But doing that, causes you to lose somemore. So what are you supposed to do.. well how you find "peace" is not by going with their bullshit system. You go.. "no".. I'm sticking to my "standards" and fuck their system. I'll deal with whatever the fuck they throw my way. Not gonna start applying to jobs that don't fit the standards. Yeah.. so fuck their karma system and what you'd have to do to "win" by trying to do it their way. It's like, yeah yeah.. more bullshit.. whatever, fuck. Bring it on. Fuck their "system". See.. and then the anxiety goes away. Not doing it their way either where you go.. oh just be at peace and the "one infinite creator" 'll fix your shit. No it won't cause it's an asshole like yahweh. lol. Rigged system. They claim it's love/light vibe it's emanating, yet it's kicking people when they're down. So, fuck those guys.
[part 2]
This makes sense here, analyzing the top level logos, "the one infinite creator".. it's got issues like yahweh, a sub logos. ok.. cause if you're supposedly emanting love/light vibes, you don't kick people when they're down and send them more bullshit to deal with. So that means this "one infinite creator" also has issues and is not "perfect". It's learning, eh.
The way this shit goes.. think of cells in your body. Zoom out.. you wind up as "you". The same thing is going on with planet earth, where it's personality is gaia, mother earth. Then you get the solar system and yahweh's in charge of that.. a sub logos. When you get to "logos", this is going on but with the whole fucking galaxy. Keep zooming out.. all the galaxies are like cells.. and you wind up at this top level logos, is the personality of the whole universe.
I heard of this, a few years ago, in this video.
Itzhak Bentov ~ From Atom To Cosmos. 1hr 47min. This is a skip time to 19min.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMbeK_6ATxQ&t=1181s
It's like people were meditating going on trips and finding out what's going on out there. You got his wife explaining things from the 19min because he died in a plane crash. From the start it's him talking about stuff. This is what's really going on out there. But your "one infinite creator" is messed up like yahweh. lol. So.. fuck their karma system. That's how you deal with it.