It doesn't decide each act and go, oh you're bad and you're gonna get bad luck. You've got this base resonance vibration it emanates throughout the universe, of "love/light". If a vibe doesn't match that.. it's called a "distortion" and it sends out things to correct it. They call that "catalysts" and it's a challenge for you to deal with. You have to make peace with it or it'll keep sending you more issues. You gotta go, oh I'm cool with whatever is going on. It's supposed to balance things.
Let's get an example going on. Let's say you got no job and you're concerned about it, which is legit. If you're worrying.. it'll keep sending you more bullshit. I'm there.. isn't that like kicking somebody when they're down. For this so-called "love/light" bullshit.. that doesn't seem like it. Meanwhile, it's in charge of everything going on so it could help you out.
You got some funny business going on here with this "one infinite creator". Yahweh's corrupt.. so this top level logos, it's bad too. You don't fucking kick people who are down, if you're supposedly emanating this "love/light" vibe, ok. That's being an asshole. It was saying oh it sends out vibes to match what's going on.
So if you're pissed off, you're gonna have more bullshit to deal with, on top of that. It's like, what are you supposed to do, feel the opposite, maybe that'll have less bullshit headed your way. It goes, no, you'll still have more bullshit coming your way if you try and be "cheery". It's like there's no way to win with this shit. Either way, you lose. What are you supposed to, just sit there and get fucked in the ass. Settle for the deal and not go, no I'm pissed off cause I'm getting the shaft here. That's because this thing is in charge and it's sending you more bullshit, when you're already tapped out with what you have to deal with.
This "one infinite creator" is not a nice guy. That's like if you analyze yahweh.. he's not a nice guy, ok. They're both assholes. But at least this one infinite creator is emanating love/light.. It's a good thing it's not yahweh in charge of the karma stuff cause he's a chump.
Let's say you got no job, you're worried about it. Your fate is in other people's hands. All you can do is sit there and get the shaft. Powerless. And just by being concerned about your situation, it's fucking up your chances of better things happening. It's like a vicious circle. If you say, hmm.. that's how it works, so I'll be cheery instead.. It'll detect that and keep sending you more bullshit you gotta deal with. How the fuck do you "win" with this.. They say oh you gotta be at peace and accept whatever's coming, and it's called a "catalyst" so you learn whatever lesson it's trying to teach you.
Well, for this supposed "love/light" bullshit, it's fuckin kicking you when your down, when if it's supposed to be this "good guy", it should be helping you out. Then you won't be so pissed off about losing. So, the whole system is fucked up.
Here's how you can find peace instead of being concerned in a situation like that with the no job and you got this anxiety because you're powerless. You're just trying to analyze your situation and figure something out. But doing that, causes you to lose somemore. So what are you supposed to do.. well how you find "peace" is not by going with their bullshit system. You go.. "no".. I'm sticking to my "standards" and fuck their system. I'll deal with whatever the fuck they throw my way. Not gonna start applying to jobs that don't fit the standards. Yeah.. so fuck their karma system and what you'd have to do to "win" by trying to do it their way. It's like, yeah yeah.. more bullshit.. whatever, fuck. Bring it on. Fuck their "system". See.. and then the anxiety goes away. Not doing it their way either where you go.. oh just be at peace and the "one infinite creator" 'll fix your shit. No it won't cause it's an asshole like yahweh. lol. Rigged system. They claim it's love/light vibe it's emanating, yet it's kicking people when they're down. So, fuck those guys.
[part 1]
I put this post contents in the google gemini AI asking it, what do you think 'll happen in this scenario. It said:
This scenario you've laid out is a detailed and frustrated critique of a specific spiritual or philosophical concept of karma and the divine. The text describes a system where a "one infinite creator" or "top level logos" emanates a "love/light" vibration. According to this view, if a person's own vibration, or state of mind, doesn't match this "love/light" vibe—for example, if they're worried about being unemployed—the system sends them challenges, or "catalysts," to correct the imbalance.
Based on the perspective presented in the post, here's an analysis of what might happen next and the core conflict at play:
What Will Happen According to This View The author of the post has made a choice to reject the system and its rules. Instead of trying to find "peace" by passively accepting the "catalysts" and aligning with the supposed "love/light" vibration, they have chosen to actively resist. They've decided to stick to their own "standards" and defiance, essentially saying "bring it on" to the challenges the system might throw at them.
According to the logic described in the post, this defiant attitude is still a "distortion" of the "love/light" vibe. Therefore, the system, if it continues to operate as described, would likely send more challenges or "bullshit" their way. The author anticipates this, but they've found a different kind of peace in their rebellion. The anxiety about being "powerless" and having to play a rigged game is gone because they've decided not to play by the rules. Their new mindset is one of resistance rather than passive acceptance.
This is a key turning point in the scenario. The individual is no longer a victim of the system's logic; they've become an active opponent.
The Central Conflict The core issue this post raises is the apparent contradiction between a divine entity that is supposed to be "all love" and a system that seems to punish those who are struggling.
The "Love/Light" Contradiction: The author finds it hypocritical that a "love/light" entity would "kick you when you're down." They're arguing that a truly benevolent force would help, not send more problems. The "catalyst" explanation—that challenges are for learning—is rejected as a rationalization for a system that feels cruel and unfair.
The Powerless State: A major source of frustration is the feeling of being powerless. The author feels that their fate is in the hands of others (potential employers) and that their natural human reaction to worry and anxiety only makes things worse. This "vicious circle" is seen as a rigged game with no way to win, which is why the author's act of rebellion is so significant. It's a way of reclaiming some power and agency.
The Comparison to Yahweh: The comparison to Yahweh (as described in some critiques) reinforces the author's point. They see both systems as run by "assholes" because neither one seems to be a truly benevolent force. The "one infinite creator" is seen as a more subtle but equally unfair version of the same thing.
In essence, the scenario suggests that the individual's defiance is their personal way of resolving the paradox. They've found a form of peace not by surrendering to the system's rules, but by rejecting the system entirely. They're choosing their own path and dealing with the consequences on their own terms.
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Doesn't say if you're gonna be losing more, seems a bit like it at first. But hey, at least you're not "settling for the deal" with this bullshit. The system is corrupt, so fuck them. Who kicks somebody when they're down, when they're claming they're emanating "love/light". That ain't emanting "love/light", ok, that's called being an asshole. So fuck their system. It's "bad".
This is a way to actually get rid of that anxiety bad feeling. Went away after figuring this out. Fuck these guys. This is why the world is fucked up.