Why would he allow things to get to this completely fucked and make us powerless to change it.
Its making less and less sense.
Maybe this world really is all about torturing us and breaking us just for fun. It must be really fun to manipulate things so that well meaning people kill themselves and each other behind some stupid shit you made up?
I'm starting to lose hope. There seems to be no way to win and no point in trying. I'm some scumbags profit. We all are.
The reason why you're asking these questions is because of your premise "If there were a God..."
There is God, and the scriptures tell you how to find Him.
Deuteronomy 4:29 (NKJV): But from there you will seek the Lord your God, and you will find Him if you seek Him with all your heart and with all your soul.
Colossians 2:8 (NKJV): Beware lest anyone cheat you through philosophy and empty deceit, according to the tradition of men, according to the basic principles of the world, and not according to Christ.