Why would he allow things to get to this completely fucked and make us powerless to change it.

Its making less and less sense.

Maybe this world really is all about torturing us and breaking us just for fun. It must be really fun to manipulate things so that well meaning people kill themselves and each other behind some stupid shit you made up?

I'm starting to lose hope. There seems to be no way to win and no point in trying. I'm some scumbags profit. We all are.