Why would he allow things to get to this completely fucked and make us powerless to change it.
Its making less and less sense.
Maybe this world really is all about torturing us and breaking us just for fun. It must be really fun to manipulate things so that well meaning people kill themselves and each other behind some stupid shit you made up?
I'm starting to lose hope. There seems to be no way to win and no point in trying. I'm some scumbags profit. We all are.
a) All is necessary for each one within...wanting from one another tempts one to ignore that.
b) I try to describe what you don't see yet...which may look like a wall of text to you. Try to adapt to any sentence standing out to you, instead of tackling all the stuff I wrote about.
...then why turn from God towards others to get answers to questions?