No, you just have wrong theology. As I explained, all evil is uncreated and has no ontological existence. God didn't create hate and there was no hate in the world before the fall. Human emotions in our fallen world serve a function and when they're misused and misguided, they lead to sin. You can fight your enemy without hating him, and what we're called to hate is not the person but their sin. You interpret that as cuckery because you don't understand Christianity. Christianity is a religion of warriors more than any other. Idk what your alternative is, but if it's atheism this is the one that is most cucked, because it's nihilistic and there's literally no point in anything, including being courageous and fighting for a cause.