I would like to think we are part of a system that never truly dies.

I think when you die, you cant take memories or even feelings with you, because all that stuff is just neural pathways and chemicals. But I think the core of whatever you are goes back into some state where we exist and thats all. No individuality, no needs/wants, just being a part of whatever it is that powers this universe, god, a simulation, who the fuck knows and I dont think it really matters.

I think were here to truly live, and you cant live without death and you cant love without pain.

But who knows. Do I have dreams of some other past life, I dont think so.

I dream im other people all the time, including women, sometimes Im just floating off in space like a camera in the back of some hollywood set.

I do know, I do not like wearing neck chains, rings, watches, etc, because I always picture myself chained to some dank dark dungeon floor. I always thought that was weird as hell. Its always strange looking in the mirror as well.

I do think there is some scientific proof for this though. Mainly in the form of the experiment where they poke a dummy with a stick while you wear vr goggles to see from its point of view.

https://www.nbcnews.com/id/wbna20411858

As subjects watched themselves from behind, an experimenter prodded their chests with one hand while prodding the air just below the cameras at the same time. Because subjects could see the experimenter's hand but not the spot it was poking, researchers said subjects felt as if they were being poked in the chest — outside their bodies.

A different form of the experiment.

I also think its interesting that when people use tools, even like a car, that most of us view it as an extension of our body. It seems like our consciousness is made to be housed in vessels.

Who knows though, I guess well find out when we die lol.

I will say, ive talked about this before and mentioned that I dont think the soul is destroyed, just transformed into something else.

Imagine my surprise watching the end of that tv show "from" (dumb name) season 3, which was filmed in shit hole nova scotia, and one of the main characters starts spouting off what I said verbatim. Fucking weird.