You will feel much better when you start researching. Content is out there, mixed with fake stuff. Use your judgement. Nuclear power is real, but the math for nuclear explosions is pseudoscience.

Any expert on nuke bombs is still part of a compartmentalized institute of knowledge. No one person knows everything, and the government and cabal use esoteric knowledge as power

Read "death object". By Akio Nakatani. Truth isn't funded, so don't expect corporate publishing house, good luck waking up from the deception