Well your talking about a pinned comment, its prolly the entire little subcorner of this community.

I try my best not to scare noobies away with the bitching about the work injury, and boy do I feel like a retard for thinking that the goverment would so stupidly make me aware im being spied on.

I still think my phone is hacked, like I said lighting up in the middle of the night, weird emails/texts, all these articles about how everyone with power in canada is spying. I know im being spied on, I just cant prove it.

I try not to sound "hysterical", but to anyone who is not in the know, im sure it doesnt matter what I say. There is a reason I cant hang out with normies in real life anymore either.

I do apologize for being such a shitty member of the community, I should really take the time to read and reply back to all my comments, but whats the point. I hate people so much, I never did care much for normies in the first place, but after being poisoned, I am just so fucking bitter. I cant properly express myself on this. To have the entire world think your faking it for a fucking paycheck, holy shit. Its a good thing im not jesus christ, or he even exists.

If jesus christ was walking this world today, I know exactly what he would do this time around.

My advice is the same though, even though I dont follow it.

For people who really want to see a change, become the leader you want to see. Go out in your community and volunteer or run for local council, something to show your vested in society.

Like I said, I should practice what I preach though. At this point I am just waiting to die.

Everyday its like someones stabbing me in the neck with a butter knife. I can barely mow because my diaphgram just starts aching for some reason, really weird and I would think its lack of physical activity but I try to stay moving as much as I can and my legs/arms/ everything else isnt sore or hurts. Its just my diaphgram which is one of the first muscles affected by low phosphorous so fuck it.

My plan is just to die. But dont let me drag you all down, Im not sad about it.

I did everything I wanted to in this life, not much left that I wanted to do anyway.