You call yourself jaded I see a pessimistic person using past events in an attempt to dictate future outcomes. The normalcy bias stems from the sliver of time you've been alive.

"Pronoia is the belief that the world is manipulating circumstances for one's benefit. It is the opposite of paranoia, which is the belief that "the world" is out to get you. According to sociologist Fred Goldner, pronoia is the delusion that others think well of one, which is the unreasoning belief that one's superiors think they are indispensable, that their colleagues adore them, and that they are doing brilliantly in their work. According to the new Darwinism, only the pronoid survive and flourish. Expecting things to turn out well plays an important role in leadership and success." Source: worldwidewords.org