I know it.

I'm an avid kratom fan, but I discovered it decades after I quit using. It just helps me with my day to day bullshit and I'm in my late forties and have a very physical job, it helps all around. I've been collecting for years and have stuff going all the way back to 2014...I've put a lot of time and money into buying good batches and saving other good batches to trade with people. I only take reds these days.

Before I discovered kratom, I took DXM every single day for a year (a whole bottle) and it made it much easier to consider quitting. It's been a long time since I last used, but yeah, me too. Never fucking again with that shit. I've even turned down really fun pills seven times now, from docs AND from people I know. That's fucking NUTS! Hahaha!