I remember years ago my dad watched a movie where this girl is only diagnosed with a few months to live. She goes home and throws everything out of her house and at the end she ends up being diagnosed as cancer free. Not sure what movie this was, and it was afterall just a movie.

I figured if I ever had terminal cancer. Im not trying to depress you, I hope your dad will be ok, someone in my partners family was recently diagnosed with cancer but its treatable.

Ive had a few pets in my lifetime, and left to their own devices to die of old age, they know when the end is near. At this point they will typically spend their time outside and eventually wonder into the woods to go.

Thats my plan, just going to go live in nature, fast from any process food, see if it helps. And if its the end, well I couldnt think of anywhere id rather be. It would be painful as fuck but I dont think I can take dying in a hospital surrounded by strangers the way my mum did.