But as a human, I tell you this: I want to get more and more pissed off every day until I die.

It's your path, so you do you, but think about your future self. You can be an angry old fart bitter with rage and hate at all the degeneracy around you, or you might be a wise sage at peace with yourself that even though the filthy degenerates hold all the positions of power, they could not make your heart hard, and you spent your days sharing love, compassion and kindness to all you met along the way. The evil in the world could not break you and you were a shining light in a dark world.