I am actually, in some strange way, grateful it happened.

It helped me break out of a spell. I had blind faith in medical establishment. It also helped me break out of left-right paradigm more than I had before. It also helped me realize how much of a jew problem the world has.

I went from someone who would have my child born in a hospital and injected to someone who wants my kids born at home in safety with a midwife and away from medical establishment and not injected with any vaccination.

Sometimes God throws adversity in our way to awaken us to a higher understanding or to help us break out of an old bad habit or to strengthen us or teach us in some other way. This theory argues that God intervenes. I think that if we ask God to intervene in our lives then He does in some way. I also think that what the Bible says about not understanding God's ways makes sense. I see things in a linear thought process and short time frame. What's the saying? A day do God is one thousand years? God is playing the long game. One question that I struggle with is why did God give us an evil force to contend with? Surely God could destroy all evil, but instead leaves it here on the playing field as a nemesis and temptation.