This is something I have had to come to terms with. After trying so hard to convince the people in my life not to take those jabs, and failing completely, I have just told myself that these people want to die.

Maybe not consciously, but they just have something in them that slowly but inevitably steers them toward death. For them, to die is just their role in this world. They're like the slow antelopes in the herd. Their entire role in the ecosystem is to fall to the back of the pack and be eaten by whatever predator happens to be hunting that day.