When I was a kid, a “friend” who I smoked cigarettes with (maybe once a week behind the school) gave me a pcp/lsd laced cigarette as a “joke”. I woke up on my couch (somehow ended up home), still “tripping” and saw an angel hovering over me. It looked like a warrior holding a sword standing guard. It was pure light, but angry. I know I was still “tripping” or hallucinating (who knows) but I had the image inked on my shoulder.
I didn’t feel “violated”, but I still beat the shit out of my “friend” the next day. Because wtf.
Reminds me of a friend in military, he went to prison because he beat a dude to death with a hotel shower head for giving him a roofie in Seattle bar.. and he definitely knew he was violated. Seems justified but that’s the system we are in.
They don't work like that. Neither do demons. If they do you're nuts. Because there are emphatically not those angels flying over your pastie head. Like at the end of the Northman. That ending sucked. They change. Like the freaking matrix. Somebody doing a good deed when you least expect it. Somebody evil crossing your path. These people don't even know what they've become. But they change. Often changing outside of their nature, or maybe they're just put there by some other divine construct, at times when you've least expected it.
Perhaps they are, never find out. Demons I've fought. Psychos switching for no reason like crackheads, but they aren't, they're literally possessed like in the exorcist, and for no reason. They change into something demonic, black eyes, dark as coals, malignant, black hearts, pure evil and rage. A change runs through to such degrees, it's irrational, anger so dumfounding, and timing ominous. Intent just to cause harm, hurt, or judgement, because you let them in by karma, or perhaps punishment. They don't know why they do it either, because for them it's back to being normal. It's happened lots, for no reason, just to test you, or hurt you, and muck up your day to hell. What did you do, nothing. Nothing. No, you wrote some shit on the Internet, you thought some shit. Next you've encountered a demon. Where else did they come from? Although something caused them to turn, something unmistakably inhumane. There are also people completely possessed, literal demons, it has taken over their nature, they let them in, and they're only evil.
An angel saved my life once or some bullshit, the odds were millions to 1. 1 person in a city of 11 million would be back on my path at that point, seen them once before over 10 miles away. Then right then. How. Either cameras. Followed. No. Or who knows. But. It happens. Who knows what they were, never found out. They tried to claim they were. But it would've been like meeting John Constantine. They were an asshole, arrogant, annoying, listen to what. Noise. A difference when they did, because they needed too. Why there when you least expect it. How out of all that probability right then, it would've had to be something cosmic, or to them some other penance. After, they were full of it, bullshit. Who knows. Noise. It's probably happened a few more times, unmistakably. So profound, you can cut right through the background, a bunch of other npcs, and for once it makes sense. But it doesn't. Another flip of the coin. A gateway. Recompense, remittance.
Conduits, they channel something, some kind of programming. The timing is unmistakable. Perhaps there are those who can walk between dimensions, but it's often not the people you encounter, or why you do. It just doesn't work like that.
What are you seeing. Why.
I had my dealings
Often it's people tolerating abuse but then letting it boiling inside like alien the movie, until they are ready to pass it again.
Often they let it boil and expand so that it become a life long perversion.
There is a story in chinese folklore of the water gui, a ghost who live in lakes, who tryies to grab and drawn anyone who comes by, then take their body and is alive again, while the guy becomes the new ghost. Similar dynamic.
They get "swapped" and try to swap back anytime they can, except they can't. They just try to make everyone as destroyed as they are. If you give a hand they don't get up, but pull you down with all they got... Possibly under them.
Yes it's enraging and it's somewhat scary to look into the eyes of someone who is clearly trying to deceive and suck you. You know they have less to lose, or perhaps better protection, etc.
I don't remember the organization name, but there was a small group somewhere in america or UK for example like "satan angels" or smth, that were hellbound on finding people with bad karma who subcosciounsly wanted to be punished.
Obviously they felt free to make up their mind on that, and take anything they believe could be implyied, soul level consent as consent. A small expression, a favor, whatever. Perhaps mix in some protestant logic of "if i can do it then it means god meant for him to deserve it".
Anyway they would befriend random people and once gained trust and obtained a "signal" they would torture and murder them in private.
Kek the more i'm alive the more i know i'm gonna be a Malocchio Moody type of character, going around quiet never leaving my water bottle more than 10 cm from my body. Best i can do is avoiding the moody part.