Maybe these will be of some use to you? I wish you all the best.

“When we meet somebody whose separate tunnel-reality is obviously far different from ours, we are a bit frightened and always disoriented. We tend to think they are mad, or that they are crooks trying to con us in some way, or that they are hoaxers playing a joke. Yet it is neurologically obvious that no two brains have the same genetically-programmed hard wiring, the same imprints, the same conditioning, the same learning experiences. We are all living in separate realities. That is why communication fails so often, and misunderstandings and resentments are so common. I say "meow" and you say "Bow-wow," and each of us is convinced the other is a bit dumb.” ― Robert Anton Wilson, Prometheus Rising

http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=CDCC138A52775D82DC422F6520CD925B

“Since we all create our habitual reality-tunnels, either consciously and intelligently or unconsciously and mechanically, I prefer to create for each hour the happiest, funniest, and most romantic reality-tunnel consistent with the signals my brain apprehends. I feel sorry for people who persistently organize experience into sad, dreary and hopeless reality-tunnels, and try to show them how to break the bad habit, but I don’t feel any masochistic duty to share their misery.” — Robert Anton Wilson, Cosmic Trigger I

http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=0D83D75BFAA3A80B3D1D33D736B598BC

“The numbers of universes perceived by human beings does not equal the population of the planet, but several times the population of the planet. It thus appears some sort of miracle that we sometimes find it possible to communicate with each other at all, at all.” ― Robert Anton Wilson, Quantum Psychology: How Brain Software Programs You & Your World

http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=239EF6564DCD60EEBCD3BD8BE2B15168

Anything is possible, not all things probable. Keep a sense of humor and learn Piaget's stages of mental development while you're at it?

Ol' Bob...talkin' that good QP shit, yknow...like he do:

https://www.bitchute.com/video/tVZkZRujywEs/

"Individual Liberty" by Benjamin R. Tucker

http://libgen.is/book/index.php?md5=51162EFF4D1AE09E81E2A4A0F3DD3A28