People take HRT to feminize trans. Here’s a list of the medical side effects:

Decreased libido. This will begin one to three months after starting treatment. The maximum effect will occur within one to two years. Decreased spontaneous erections. This will begin one to three months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within three to six months. Slowing of scalp hair loss. This will begin one to three months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within one to two years. Softer, less oily skin. This will begin three to six months after treatment. Testicular atrophy. This will begin three to six months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within two to three years. Breast development. This will begin three to six months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within two to three years. Redistribution of body fat. This will begin three to six months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within two to five years. Decreased muscle mass. This will begin three to six months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within one to two years. Decreased facial and body hair growth. This will begin six to 12 months after treatment. The maximum effect will occur within three years.

The side effects of testosterone are more frequent erections, high sex drive, more muscle, more body hair. More aggressive.

Maybe those things wouldn’t make you feel like a man, but you’d be in the minority.