Idk man.. Breathe is everything When you breathe deep and silence your mental flapper, it does silence. The words go away. That scrolling wall of star wars text can be paused to allow oneself to see and be a part of something much larger. Reading meditation experiences has helped me understand that everyone does it unique to themselves. Your meditation, *when sitting with the universe in silence and allowing your mind to turn off the brown noise. It activates the imagination/spiritual/metaphysical side significantly more.

I have tried to say spirituality and the idea of being able to fucking phone home is ludachrist. However, i've experienced so many telepathic communications in the last 3 days of instantaneous responses from people i hadn't talked to in a few days. idk. Essentially when we were taught how to fucking speak, it began the process of shutting up a very vivid part of our communication abilities we have at birth. Language dummies us down for this iteration. Figuring out that they force most of the country to write with their right hand, which in turn keeps the left hand and the right side of the brain from doing their thing properly, which again, silences another part of consciousness.

I have literally meditated 3 times the way my buddy who has a daily hour long practice of tripping his mental dick off and handling the shadow like a champ. I feel like I am always thinking in those frames of mind. I have been hallucinating since i was kid. I mean come ONnNn, is what i kept thinking. But.. meditation has been brought up by people that have never talked about it to me before friend wise right after and it has just been daisy chain mentioned to me(i only have 1 yogi friend and he wasn't one of the chain mailers). I think there is something extra to it and us stubborn twats may have to suck it up and figure it out, or be rudolph to the energy ninjas. shrug

i feel like there were a few tangents in there, apologies.